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Thursday, April 16, 2009

I hope you still can remember that i have this blog and you still comes and reads it.

Here is only some things i want to say. Theres so much more in me thats waiting.

Theres so much... so much thats bottled up inside me that i can't take it anymore.

Thou there are people whom i can spill my heart to, i still kept some out of respect to you and out of the love that i still carry.

After all these past few weeks of talks and dramas and whatever shits. I guess nothing seemed to have gone right through into you. Seems that after all the talking nothing seems to change or anything.

Im super bothered now is the little episode on FRIDAY night. It really sickens me and really tells me that nothing has changed.

All the stuff about respect and responsibility. WHERE?

The words i said, it wasnt blessing neither was it approval for the both of you. So don't take it that im dead or that i have given up. It ain't that easy.

Im like a bottle stuck at the bottle's neck. And it seems like nothing is coming out at all. I doubt im able to hold on anymore.

Im breaking and im breaking soon.

Don't force me or push me to the edge.


8:43 AM


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