Monday, March 24, 2008
im utterly disappointed by whatever you wrote on your blog. maybe to you its nothing. can't blame you.i've been constantly telling you to stop stop stop stop hanging your dirty stuff openly. but you just don't heed my advice. you just keep telling everyone what is happening.here i am painting such a perfect picture of you. perfect girlfriend portrait of you. whereus you're just disfiguring me. i have nothing else to say to you. heed or leave it.whats the point of telling me how much you love me and then kill me from behind. its so unreal. it really hurts alot.i wanted to do so much things with you. go to the zoo (which you have already gone with your friend thou you told me earlier you wanted to go with me)take photos (i spend money on buying a camera and you don't want to take photos together with me, guess my lousy camera is nothing compared to people's expensive camera)do other stuff with me (think doing stuff with me is always so boring and dull compared to others)i feel as if im just a clown or softtoy. being played, laughed, humiliated, unappreciated, etc. i feel as if theres no point of staying in the stupid world. its just a waste of resources when im around.i love you. is this what i get?FUCK THE WORLD. FUCK TEAM BRAVO. FUCK MY LIFE.
11:12 PM