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Monday, August 14, 2006

i know its been quite some time. i know its been really stupid. but putting things away after sometime and forgetting what has happened is really really hard. certain people are made to forget the smallest of things but its just really hard to forget what happened. the word perfect can only be used on you cause you brought me joy and happines. you gave me feeling that i have never felt before, made me do things that i have never ever would imgaine i will do. you thought me new fresh things and supported me mentally when i need you.

you the one that was made for me. one that could tolerate the shit that i gave. you're the one that could revive the hidden me that has gone hiding after you left. i need you. i really need you badly. please come back to me. please let me have the feeling again.



what a day. as long as i took bus today. i would just miss my stop and had to travel back again. what a morning. manage to come home in 1 piece and then wanted to take a nap.

dad came back to collect his luggage. he flew to KL this evening. would be back thursday. went cycle around and came back meet mum and went J8 for dinner. im super tired. i don't feel like going to school. i just don't have the mood and the energy. i just want to clear my head. im really confused right now.


i waited and waited. but there was just nothing.


10:32 PM


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