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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

today is the 1st time i played a keppel country club. lousy tournament. had the chance to win or at least get 2nd place but i just cant seem to put my concentration there. missed so many putts. the day was hot and fustrating. why i just cant concentrate on anything now? i have so many things in my mind.

i will be flying to bangkok on friday. its confirmed. wanted to join my classmate at Koh Samui but had to come back and help out at the shop. so i can't go. i really want to.

im tired and im going to bed soon.

why is my luck so down?

why am i so fustrated?

why do i feel like giving up on myself?

why there isn't a 2nd chance?

why must you do this?

to monster. i've been waiting. anything?

to pigda. if you are reading this. reply me. i want to talk to you.


10:27 PM


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