Thunderbirds

2010-04-02T19:00:00.001+08:00

haha. hello. testing to see if the damn blog is still alive.

2009-04-16T08:43:00.002+08:00

I hope you still can remember that i have this blog and you still comes and reads it.

Here is only some things i want to say. Theres so much more in me thats waiting.

Theres so much... so much thats bottled up inside me that i can't take it anymore.

Thou there are people whom i can spill my heart to, i still kept some out of respect to you and out of the love that i still carry.

After all these past few weeks of talks and dramas and whatever shits. I guess nothing seemed to have gone right through into you. Seems that after all the talking nothing seems to change or anything.

Im super bothered now is the little episode on FRIDAY night. It really sickens me and really tells me that nothing has changed.

All the stuff about respect and responsibility. WHERE?

The words i said, it wasnt blessing neither was it approval for the both of you. So don't take it that im dead or that i have given up. It ain't that easy.

Im like a bottle stuck at the bottle's neck. And it seems like nothing is coming out at all. I doubt im able to hold on anymore.

Im breaking and im breaking soon.

Don't force me or push me to the edge.

2009-02-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

night times are so hard to go by.

everything starts a memory.

its been exactly a week.

and it seems like yesterday.

i can see you're doing very well.

im not.

im trying.

it burns in the chest.

i love you

more than anything in the world.

2009-02-03T18:21:00.003+08:00

all i can say is FUCK.

FOR THOSE WHO HAD A HAND IN IT.

FUCK YOU ALL.

GOODBYE.

2009-02-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

ignore all the photos below. those are all the past. nothing is like the same as before.

i guess your mind is very very set. and someone is supporting you behind you.

it ok.

im sorry i wasted 2 precious years of your life. and that even not nothing is going to change. your mind and heart is rock solid. cant seem to break into it at all.

im sorry about today. it wasnt what i meant. i just tried to tell myself to put it down.

i cant. im sorry. i will just stand from afar and look at you. but life will never ever be the same. so changed alot of my life. you made it alot better and you made it very very fulfilling. making me look forward to another day with you.

i love you.

all the best to you.

im here if you need me. i will never turn you down.

the last set of photos we took together.

goodbye

2008-08-12T21:56:00.013+08:00

sorry for not blogging for so long.

heres some photos.

finally got my CANON EOS 450D

here is some testshots from the camera on day 1.

2008-07-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

ive been really thinking...
thinking...
thinking...

decisions in the making.
conclusions soon.

2008-07-04T11:42:00.002+08:00

WAITING STILL..........................................

(do you intend to hide it forever?)

2008-07-04T03:20:00.001+08:00

anything to tell me?

anything to say to me?

im still waiting....

waiting......

waiting......

2008-07-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

something you should be telling and not telling me?

something you're hiding and trying your best it will be kept away forever?

im waiting

patience is running dry.

2008-06-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

too many things are going on

too many things have happened

im very disappointed

that explains some of it.

2008-04-03T06:04:00.005+08:00

helping my mum sell away her GUCCI wallet.

condition is still very good. look likes new and still has the original leather smell. barely used my my mother and comes with the original box. everything is packaged nicely inside.

tag my board or sms me (if you have my number) if you're interested.

need to sell off cause mum got too many other bag and stuff to use.

people who know me should know how my mum actually OWNS and CARES for her bags.

Front

Back

Inside

2008-03-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

what should i do now?

my head and my heart is feeling differently.

2008-03-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

im utterly disappointed by whatever you wrote on your blog. maybe to you its nothing. can't blame you.
i've been constantly telling you to stop stop stop stop hanging your dirty stuff openly. but you just don't heed my advice. you just keep telling everyone what is happening.
here i am painting such a perfect picture of you. perfect girlfriend portrait of you. whereus you're just disfiguring me. i have nothing else to say to you. heed or leave it.
whats the point of telling me how much you love me and then kill me from behind. its so unreal. it really hurts alot.

i wanted to do so much things with you.
go to the zoo (which you have already gone with your friend thou you told me earlier you wanted to go with me)
take photos (i spend money on buying a camera and you don't want to take photos together with me, guess my lousy camera is nothing compared to people's expensive camera)
do other stuff with me (think doing stuff with me is always so boring and dull compared to others)

i feel as if im just a clown or softtoy. being played, laughed, humiliated, unappreciated, etc. i feel as if theres no point of staying in the stupid world. its just a waste of resources when im around.

i love you. is this what i get?

FUCK THE WORLD. FUCK TEAM BRAVO. FUCK MY LIFE.

2008-03-19T12:50:00.003+08:00

i know you're angry with me. im sorry.

i made my best to spend times with you. just both of us. but you had plans. so lets just bring it back to next week.

thanks for the pastries and cakes you made last night. they were fantastic.

im just too tired after work. i didn't want to do anything. and i don't want you to be staring at me if i fall asleep.

i hope you understand.

2008-03-14T11:04:00.002+08:00

i wonder if anyone actually reads my blog???

im coughing my lungs out. my throat is burning and i spat out phelgm with some blood in them. haha. i think im tearing my lungs apart just by coughing.

birthday is tomorrow. darn im getting old. reaching the number 2 in my age. so i guess tomorrow will be just only a simple dinner with my family members and maybe sometime with marie.

i too lazy to post pics. when im feeling better then maybe i will post them. haha. if i have the mood to blog again later.

take care everyone!!!
i miss team ALPHA!!!!!
only ALPHA boys cried!!!!

2008-02-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! 3 more days to CNY!!

2008-02-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

ive actually typed a long long post. fantastically when i pressed publish, the internet gave up on me and everything hanged. as i was damn tired and lazy to retype everything so i decided not to post the previous post.

anyway i just got home from work. im feeling so drained and moodless. i don't feel like doing anything neither even move my ass from the sofa. im just going to rot and rot till tomorrow.

somethings happened recently. it isn't exactly good but the situation is getting better. work still sucks its getting worst. looking at people ORD is making me really impatient for mine. thou its going to like end of the year.

im not exactly going post to much cause im suffering by moving my fingers.

pictures soon.

2008-01-27T07:13:00.000+08:00

time check. 0714hrs.

i can't believe im up so early even when im having afternoon shift later. alright. i just couldn't continue sleeping. i had a terrible nightmare that i think might come through. people do say, your dreams do come through so ya.

im suppose to be doing a checklist for my CNY stuff but im too lazy and too busy. managed to come up with a small mental checklist but i can't seem to remember everything.

CNY clothes.................................CHECKED.
packing my rooom......................UNCHECKED.
buying CNY decos.......................UNCHECKED.
planning timetable for CNY.......UNCHECKED.
other things i can't think of........UNCHECKED.

so my list is short. can't really think of must. i just wokeup and im still typing this on my bed. my minds kinda in a state of confusion and fear right now.

last 2 weeks was hectic hectic hectic. shift, IPPT, course, shift. its very draining. during the advance course, the PT i had last 2 weeks was SO BAD i literally slept at hours i have not been to. after 1st day of my course i actually slept for 12 hours. till the next morning skipping my dinner!! graduation is on 4th FEB where they will formally give us our certificates and also make some annoucement to the teams.

i didn't mean to look into your phone but i just had the weird feeling that i should do it. i chance upon somethings that baffle me. its making me sleepless and worried. i need you to clarify it. im neither angry nor mad at you. i just want to know the whole picture and know whats going on.

time check. 0727hrs.

2008-01-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

hey hey, been wanting to blog but im really lazy and been quite busy. im actually at marie's place right now. shes playing her lappy beside me.

IPPT is in like 3 days time. like what the hell. is so fast. i haven't even train or did anything yet. i think im going to fall cause i can't bloody pull. and im going to attend "HELL WEEK"

everything is been quite good. thou work has been must enjoying now. just raised to the position of GL (group leader). freaking stress. but quite fun having to have people following you.

im so freaking happy. cause i just my own laptop. mum and uncle bought a SONY VAIO for me. they shared the amount so that i can get my own laptop. fantastic. im now blogging with it. oh yea.

last week i actually agreed to marie that we should go for a short cycling trip and did it. i think im crazy but the look on her face makes me worth it. hahaa. cause she keeps complaining about the pain in her butt after sitting too long on my bike.

anyway marie is going crazy. now shes laughing at lappy for no apparent reason. and shes complaining that there is a thief in her house stealing her clothes. she claims her bra is missing but i think she must have hung it somewhere to show off and forgot to wear it back.

hahaha.

ok. busy busy busy weeks coming up. my offdays are quite burnt. course, IPPT, training, sleep etc.

i think im going crazy already. i just want to freaking ORD soon.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BUDDY!!!

JUSTUS SOH YING ZHENG

just realised that i haven't bought my CHINESE NEW YEAR clothes yet. im so going to be late again. eh bro. last minute shopping again as usual?

i couldn't wake her up. i thought she died.

ladies and gentlemen, my WHITE SONY VAIO!!

check out her new ride.

she took mum's LV and wanted to go shopping.

2007-12-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!

seasons greetings. may you all have a wonderful christmas and happy new year.

sorry about the lack of blogging. really really. NO TIME NO TIME. work is draining. offdays are like none. so WHERE GOT TIME??

i think i have a virus thats feeding on me or what. im like in a long stretch of UNWELL. 1st it was cold, then fever and now sorethroat. i think ar.... my body is rotting internally and im going to die soon. WONDERFUL MAN.

1 year more to ORD! seriously i cant wait. just wana get out of the system and have my own life. haha. to those that have not gone in NS yet. good luck and have plenty of fun. you will enjoy it. ( most people do after some time ) not that i dont enjoy it, just that its very hard on myself and everyone around me. sucks.

ok. got to end here. need to prepare and head over to marie's place. ( only 2 units away from my house ) hahahhaha. they got christmas party there. hope i dont spread too much germs around.

take care.

SEKIT LA SIOL!!!

2007-12-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

im so lazy to blog. haha. tired and lazy and no time and no drive to blog. the blog is not dead but its just.......

ok. coming up to my 1 year in National Service. time need to pass much more quickly cause i cannot TAHAN already. i want to complete my National Service ASAP.

ok. suppose to post photos but i can't remember where put the photos. sorry. will try and find them and post them if i can remember.

just calculated my shiftwork. the damn thing is that im working on the 1st dy of CHINESE NEW YEAR. so i guess theres going to be much lesser money to collect this year.

ok. take care everyone. good bye.

2007-11-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

FUCKKKKKKK

im in the LEAVE ME ALONE, DO NOT DISTURB mood.

so try not to bother me. i want to be nice and quiet.

im feeling very fustrated and irriated.

i will explode anytime.

GO AWAY!

2007-10-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

im feeling very 'in the middle now'

im sorry

2007-10-16T19:11:00.001+08:00

haven been blogging for a really really long time. im actually in the hospital now with marie now. shes been admitted in for some weird stupid funny stomach ache. till now we don't know what is exactly wrong with her. think maybe its mental or the fear of going back to school, but who knows. its my opinion anyway.

HAHAHAHAHHAA

work was really fun was cycle. without our dear friend disturbing or doing anything to us. its like the fastest cycle that has ever past. gilbert is really nice for letting me leave early to come see marie.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

ok. short post. i shall post some pictures soon.

enjoy.

2007-09-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

the world belongs to me...

2007-09-13T00:47:00.000+08:00

IM SLEEPY!!! yet im still blogging here.

work is TERRIBLE!!! i can't stand it anymore. my whole body is aching like crazy and im so broke.

anyone can donate some money to me please??

marie is sick. NURSE IS SUPPOSE TO TAKE CARE OF SICK PEOPLE. NOT GET SICK AND SPREAD GERMS TO THEM. haha.

anyway. take care deary. see you in another 10.5 hours.

im hitting the bed. my eyes are shutting and my brain is dying.

stolen pictures. (Shhhhhh!!!!)

2007-09-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

ok. changed my mind. decided to blog and post some pictures of this auntie. haha. marie, thanks for changing my life. =)

lousy hp from her!!

yummy. (unglam)

drunkards

looking great!!!

GLUTTON!!

enjoying her TU-TU

future racing driver!!

i need sleep!!

ok. got next 4days off. anyone want to date me out?

2007-09-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

my blog is so dead. but im still damn lazy to blog. hahaha.

2007-07-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

its time to blog.

BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG

actually. i blogged that day. but when i was about to post it, the connection died. so i din bother to redo it again. haha. im feeling lazy.

im offically broke. anyone wants to donate to the 'SAVE EUGENE' fund? sorry but will accpet cash only.

ok. work is soso, life is soso, everything is soso. there. i have updated about my life. haha.

will blog abit more often. i hope. boring post.

take care.

2007-07-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

$800 !!! !!! !!! !!!

2007-07-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

court hearing in afew hours time!!! ahhhh....

wish me luck.

2007-06-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

COCONUT GROOVE TONIGHT!!!

OHH YEAH!!!

2007-06-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

im dying la.. im having cravings of so many food but i just can't eat them. im on water diet. no soild food. only water. basically its soya bean drink and lots of plain water.

im so hungry!!!
U WANT FOOD!!! MEAT!!!

somebody is complaining that my blog is very boring. i find it boring too. but im just too lazy to change the blogskin or even blog abit. i can't blog about what happens during work. its CLASSIFIED.

anyway i can't wait for my stomach to get well. then im going to gorge myself with whatever i feel like eating.

whooooohooookakakkakawahhhhahhahahaha.

whatever it is. i want food. solid food!!!

AMANDA, COCONUT GROOVE REAL SOON. I WANT THE NUGGETS!!!

2007-06-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

i got a super weird call in the afternoon.

i thought was something important but ended our dear friends was short of 20cents for ice cream and was hopping i was in town and could give them.

HAHAHAHHA.

U GIRLS ARE WAY COOL!!!!

KWOK SHAOHUI AND JACYLN GOON

anyway hopefully baby girl is coming tomorrow. i miss her so much. can't wait to bring her go swim. shall blog again soon i guess. if work doesn't kill me.

2007-06-08T01:37:00.000+08:00

alright alright.

for dearest KWOK SHAOHUI

IVE BLOGGED. =)))))

anyway want to talk about certains things regarding work but im not allowed to. so can't say anything at all.

anyway. im so tired of work. still got 1year 6 months to go. save me please!!!!

going to sleep loh. got work tomorrow. can't wait cause saturday and sunday is my coming offday. YEAH.

2007-05-29T12:56:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO CALL IT QUITS

2007-05-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

caught PIRATES today. WHOO HOO. its nice!!!

hahhaha.

got to work tomorrow. and friday. and saturday. and sunday.

im going to be super exhuasted.

2007-05-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

WORK TOMORROW.

EEEYAR.

2007-05-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

everythings bad. everything not going right. everythings just SHIT.

nothing is going right. nothing is going to plan. nothing goes.

seems that theres so SUAY curse or some kind of dark cloud looming above my head. so many shits happening in 3 weeks. ( some of you might knows whats going on ) just don't what to do.

i think im going to have a mental breakdown soon. the stress and pressure is piling up in me. im like a small cylinder that being filled continuously with gas. exploding anytime soon.

i think i need help. but from where???

2007-05-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP!!!!

so im here blogging now.

nothing much happened. here is some random pictures during my training.

ok. not really like training but thats what you do when you're kinda bored and got free time.

2007-05-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

tossing turning flipping cursing. couldn't sleep the whole night. regretted the ICE BLENDED TEA at COFFEE BEAN. ahhhh.

just got back from another round of duties. my legs are going to buckle. the muscles are so wasted. anyone want to offer massage? i payyyy......

heard that theres no more phantom tickets.

i want to watch again. I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN!!!!

im going to rest my poor legs now. talk tomorrow.

2007-05-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. ive caught PHANTOM!!!

whoooo. im so freaking happy. i want to go watch again.

AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!!!

started work last thursday. quite fun but really tiring. what to do. another 1 1/2 years to go.

i really don't know how to put my answer. cause im really stuck now. sorry.

2007-04-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

finally manage to transfer pictures out of my hp.

here and some random photos.

2007-04-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

IM EXHAUSTED!!!!!

2007-04-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

CHERSY WANT ME TO BECOME A TAXI DRIVER WHEN I GROW UP.

like thanks ar. why would i want to be a taxi driver when i grow up?

random post.
im exhausted.

2007-04-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

i survived night training. we didn't see any NINJA TURTLES jumping around and eating pizza like my instructor said.

it wasn't that bad. but most of the time we were just cam whoring. my unit has the habit of cam whoring. hahah. took tons and tons of pictures. maybe shall post some of it when i receive them.

so NOBODY yet wants to buy my bag. PLEASE BUY MY BAG. hahha.

i find this picture kinda cool. when i was 2yos?

2007-04-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH

can never have a good after nap. when im awake my hp never even rings at all. the moment i go to bed my hp rings rings. calls after calls. i need my nap. i got training later.

nvm. im leaving home soon.

CAN SOMEONE BUY MY BAG. I NEED TO SELL IT OFF URGENTLY!!!!

2007-04-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

phantom of the opera

beef noodles

beard papa

cucumber sushi

fresh roses

KFC 2 piece chicken meal

ring a bell?

i want to restart everything.

2007-04-16T17:16:00.000+08:00

SELLING MY ORANGE CRUMPLER. ANYONE INTERESTED?

selling for around $120 negotiable.

email me at eugeneseewp@hotmail.com

thanks

2007-04-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

21 MORE DAYS TO PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

i really can't wait. haha. anyway im back to blogging. alright. maybe with this post. but will promise i will try and do it more often.

posted out to new unit already. MRTO. so u might 1 day see me on the train patrolling around. haha.

alot has happened this past weeks. shan't talk about it. like my OC say.

EVERYDAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY.

anyway might be going to arts fiesta on tuesday. thanks cherelene for getting my the ticket.

alright. got to go pack my bag.

shall post again soon.

=))))

2007-03-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

leaving for camp in another 30mins.

shall post again next week

2007-03-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

finally got d blog moving again.

sorry for not posting for so long.

haha.

law exam is on monday. im so freaking stressed up. i think im going mad real soon.

2007-01-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

FEVER... DAMN LA... IM DYING...!!!!

2007-01-01T10:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY 2007!!!

wish everyone all the best this year and may all your wishes come true.

2006-12-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! =)

2006-12-12T06:29:00.000+08:00

IM LEAVING NOW.

GOODBYE.

TAKE CARE.

FEEL FREE TO SMS ME.

I LOVE YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE.

=)))

2006-12-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

8 more hours to go.

truthfully theres alot of things i cannot put down. i have to force myself. maybe during these period its going to help me take my mind off and maybe change my mind.

i wished u could send me off. but maybe not. it might make me feel even worst. but anyway. take care and stay happy. smile. drink more water and sleep earlier.

goodbye

I LOVE YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE.

2006-12-11T11:00:00.000+08:00

ITS TOMORROW ITS TOMORROW ITS TOMORROW IT TOMORROW!!!

2006-12-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

2 more days.

i cant take it. you smsed me. i asked if we could go out. and then you did not reply me. you sound happy that im going. i don't think i stand anything at all. i thought maybe after i saw you i will not think of you so much and leave properly. i guess it won't happen. you mean alot to me. you don't know that. i've always been telling myself to forget forget forget i can't. but you can. good for you. you will not understand how i feel. i might as well die. you take care. and her buddies please take care of her too.

pigda. good bye.

2006-12-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

4 MORE DAYS TO GO.
4 MORE DAYS TO GO.
4 MORE DAYS TO GO.
4 MORE DAYS TO GO.

2006-12-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

here goes.

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST.

I CAN DRIVE A CAR ANYWHERE NOW.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAHAA.

7moredays

2006-12-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP

i can't stop thinking about you.
i can't make myself not to think of you.
i dreamt of you the other night.
it hurts.
i keep telling others about the things we did in the past.
the times we had.
the places we went.
the things we ate and shared.
my parents asked how are you.
how are you?
this is too much.
too much that i can't handle it.
i want you to have the best.
i've always done it.
but all i want is a simple wish.
for you to be back with me.
to start anew and fresh.
i miss the smell of your hair.
i miss your beautiful smile.
i miss your laughter.
i miss the way you lie on my lap and sleep.
i miss the warmth when we hug.
i miss the times we watched dvds together.
i miss you.
i miss you.

will i be able to see you soon?

will you give me 1 more chance?

PIGDA I MISS YOU.
PIGDA I WANT YOU BACK.

10moredays.

2006-12-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

10 more days!!!!!!!

2006-11-30T00:42:00.000+08:00

FUCK IT

last minute shit over and over again. i was about to go to bed and now im fully awake and can't sleep. i've already roughly predicted it. and it really came true. everything is back to square 1at the very last minute. THANKS ALOT TC.

FUCK LIFE.

ive never been lucky. never.

12moredays.

2006-11-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

just got home from dinner. not really fantastic and not really what i had planned. but its ok i guess. today has been a really really lazy day. all i want to do is to SLEEP. haha. must be the nice cool weather.

plans and plans have been changed last minute. kinda tiring. and suddenly i have some free time to myself. its kinda nice yet irriating. but just hope things will just go as planned.

14moredays

2006-11-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

had race today. by the time i posted it next day already. so ok. did not do well. as usual. but this marks d last race for me. so kinda happy. haha. im totally wasted. so tired and sleepy. next week will be a super super packed and busy week. whoo. I LOVE MY RACE TAG NUMBER. 88

anyway i can't remember what i actually wanted to blog. but hey, some pics here.

my tanned legs.

number tag.

my ride.

mum and dad on their wedding anniversary.

15moredays.

2006-11-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

its been raining and raining and raining. raining at the time when im about to go out or im out. and when im home IT DOESN'T RAIN!! keep getting drenched.

AHHHHH!!!

went back to HS to get my seats upgraded. and had long john for lunch. THANKS CHERLENE. had my driving refreshing lesson today too. not too bad. managed to scare some stupid kids that were crossing really slowly at the zebra crossing. haha.
golf tomorrow.
bike race on sunday. IM NOT PREPARED. anyway its going to be my last race.

somehow still cant post my damn pics. wait wait wait.

its been really long. thanks for talking to me. see you tuesday.

18moredays. the only wish i have is you and nothing but you.

2006-11-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of primary school. SGSS. its so sad. after 51 years of history n me spending 6 years there. its all gone. no more. gona miss that place alot and those memories that we there.

SGSS people. lets meetup real soon ok?

went vivo again. but for dinner thou. dad just drove and ended up there. damn the japanese restaurant is GOOD. haha.

things to do tomorrow.

1) meet mrs kc
2) meet mr lee
3) driving lesson
4) dinner

HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD.

i guess nobody has forgotten you. including my parents. everytime we drove past ur house they would ask about you and how you've been? i just don't know how to answer them. but i do really miss you. i think i just cant take out you out of me. but i hope to see you real soon. maybe after the 8th. when would you be free? tell me please.

19moredays.

2006-11-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

counting down to so many things. 4 more days till me last bike race. after that im washing my hands off racing. 3 more weeks and im gone. so many things ive not done. so many people i want to meet. so many people i will miss.

i hope everything will past quickly. and it wun be such a torture.

reply me pls?

2006-11-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

i think something wrong with blogger.but anyway.
yesterday went to vivo, queensway, lucky plaza, cine, far east. haha.
nothing much. walk around to kill time thou.

want to post some pics but somehow i cant do it now. maybe next time.

20moredays

2006-11-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

i want to see you.
i don't want to.
i don't know what is my mind trying to do.
i guess its to embedded inside me.
i cant get it out.

i saw you just now.
my mind is going wild.
you look happy.
fresh and energised

i wish you all the best.
and my time come once more.

take care.
good luck.

21moredays.

2006-11-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

BORINGGGGGGGG!!!!

2006-11-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

ok. nothing much to post about. wedding last night and went back to SGSS with debbie on thursday.

enjoy the pics. =)))

BABY

ROM

GROOM AND BRIDE
MY FAMILY. =))))

mr YANDAO

DEBBIE

MR ROGER TAN. my p6 form teacher.

STAY HAPPY.

SMILE.

24moredays.

2006-11-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. msn is working. haha. ok. nothing much to blog. went to SGSS to collect some stuff. then went to office. SO TIRED. going to sleep.

tomorrow uncle's wedding. busy busy day.

STAY HAPPY.

SMILE.

26moredays.

2006-11-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

WHATS FREAKING WRONG WITH MSN!!!!

2006-11-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

isn't the weather wonderful? when you are out happily walking along town its freaking hot and humid. and when you're happily about to leave home. it starts to pour. haha. and todays shower made me stuck at home without LUNCH. how bad can it get? got really really lazy after that. managed to get myself out to buy lunch and then went off to play xbox.

actually planned to go WHEELOCK PLACE to fix my darn freaking N73. but i dragged and dragged due to my laziness that i ended up watching tv. haha. anyway met up with mum later in the evening and went ROBINSONS with her. damn that place is so for aunties. haha.

went to visit my grand auntie and had CHIN CHOW for supper.

sorry teresa. buy u tau huey jiu next time. =)))))

alright. tomorrow got to go primary school to collect something and go to work.

TERESA CHIOK YOU BETTER WOUWOU TOMORROW.

HANNAH OWES ME A HOME COOKED MEAL.

SMILE

STAY HAPPY.

27moredays.

2006-11-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

nothing much to post about thou. spent the whole afternoon at VIVO CITY.

anyway. here are some pics for your enjoyment. haha.

MR GREEN MAN. adeline calls it MR TOFU MAN. haha.

BEN AND JERRY'S!!!!

the topshop model is sooo pretty.

SPASTIC TERESA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAYI AND KAILING!!!

TERESA CHIOK SAYS SHE WILL COOK ME WANTON MEE.

WOUWOU.

SMILE.

STAY HAPPY.

28daysmore.

2006-11-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

its fun knowing that you've learnt so much about blogging over 1 night. but still, very NOOB. so got to keep learning more and more and more.....

TODAY. travelling almost round SINGAPORE. school, town, little india, sengkang, serangoon and home. lugging my superbly packed CRUMPLER walking here and there. haha. tomorrow i guess might be rotting at home. anyone want to date me out?

TERESA CHIOK MADE ME CRAVE FOR BEN AND JERRY'S!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENNY TEO.

SMILE.

STAY HAPPY.

29moredays.

2006-11-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

ok. im just giving this thing a try.

2006-11-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

had the sudden urge to chang my blogskin. i duno why. i guess was kinda INFLUENCED by other people changing their blogskins.

kinda new at this so im still having trouble with it.

COMMENTS PLEASE.

ok. exam later. wonder if i would get barred anot. anyway its raining CATS AND DOGS now. can't leave the house. WTH.

great start to a day.

thank you.

STAY HAPPY.

SMILE.

29moredays

2006-11-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

nothing much to post. exam tomorrow and friday. IM SO NOT PREPARED. haha. boring day. bought to SHIRTS. haha.

see you people.

CHEER UP.

SMILE.

29moredays.

2006-11-10T10:09:00.000+08:00

seriously been really lazy to blog. even though i look at my blog everday but im really really lazy.

ok. 32 more days and im outta here. its really tiring because there are many things i have not done or could not do. but hey. from now i will try.

i have nothing much to blog because my mind is blank. all i can say is i bought a new tee and pants. haha. thats all. and now totally broke right now.

im boreddddddd. but anyway it isnt't that bad.

i think im just spouting crap. my mind is really lost.

you're falling in love? i can't believe that you are going to go cheat another person. you and your friend both. what fling. i think all your previous all are FLINGS. not your real boyfriends. so do the world a favour. stop going to cheat again. you LIAR. have fun and good luck for your Ns results.

2006-10-28T10:04:00.000+08:00

to my friend.

even though i did not know you very well personally. but we were once classmates together and from the same pioneer batch. your sudden departure from this place is really a shock. but still everyone has to live with it. now that you are gone. hope that you would have a better life at the other side. take care and rest in peace FADINAH. you will always be in our hearts.

2006-10-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

you're always too busy to talk to me or reply me.

i miss you. no matter what.
i want you back in my arms.

2006-10-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

school is super super boring. lecturer is like a recoder going on and on without a stop button. i want pull his plug and shut him up.

caught a movie today. so many people in town. i guess many many schools exams are over.

had dinner and went see doc. hurt my back. DAMN. just break and let me be cripple.

im losing hope and life.

2006-10-08T09:31:00.000+08:00

its really killing me. YOU have been running around in my head day and night. i just can't move on. i can't stop thinking about you. yes. all i want is YOU. come back to me.

i won't be around after december 2nd. so its going to be even worst for me.

i really really miss you.
all i want is YOU.
i think you have someone else in mind.
but im not going to stop trying.

2006-10-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

i miss you. seriously.

2006-10-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

seriously nothing to blog about.

grandma funeral and everything has been completed. she has been placed at a nice area where she will continue her afterlife.

had game of golf on friday and sunday.

movie on saturday.

went to work today.

boring life.

i am lonely.

seriously, i miss you.

come back to me?

2006-09-27T10:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the 1st week since grandma passed away. we found many many old photos, and IDs that she had kept. they look so cool. to think tat you can only see them in the museums but actually holding it is very cool.

caught a movie yesterday too. thanks cherlene. haven't had a movie for quite sometime.

why do things happen when i've tried to forget you? or maybe im saying it myself that ive forget maybe i haven't, totally. but who could after the things that you've been through? i guess you have totally erased me from your memory and your records. i just can't. im trying. its really hard. months have passed. it still hurts. i want to feel u between my arms again. i want to feel your warmth. i want you.

will you be mine again? will you come back to me?

2006-09-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

required amount of sleep recommended. 4 days = 32hours.
my accuired amount of sleep. 4 days = 18hours.

stayed up 2 nights at the wake with my 2 other cousin. and leaving soon to go back there. tonight would be the last night. tomorrow grandma would be creamated at 2pm. tonight is the last night to spend with grandma.

ok. gtg already.

im tired.

i've started to think about you again. and i miss you.

2006-09-22T14:40:00.001+08:00

grandma

she has lived 84 years till 20th of sept.

she had 12 kids. 3 left before she did.

she had 20+ grandchildern.

sold mee and bean sprouts for a living to took after the family.

but spent the last 8 years on the bed.

and now she has moved to a place of tranquility and peace.

a place where she could see us from a distance and look after us.

rest in peace grandma.

i guess i won't be blogging that often. will be at the funeral. anything please sms me.
sorry debbie i got to miss your performance. will try and make it up.

take care people. and those taking Ns and their year end exams. GOOD LUCK.

2006-09-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

2006-09-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU.

4 more days to driving test.

2006-09-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

woke up to the message ring tone of my handphone. read it replied and went back to sleep. woke up and washup and went out for lunch. laughed like mad about stupid things.

bought a HAVANAH slipper today. finally.

went visit grandma. she looks slightly better today.

9 more days to driving test. im nervous.

2006-09-11T01:10:00.000+08:00

just a short quick post.

grandma. shes getting worst. her condition is going on a downward spiral. i wonder what is going to happen or when she is going to leave.

driving. next week is my test. pray hard.

school. ITS HOLIDAY!!!

life. fucked up as usual.

2006-09-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

finally. i got my com back after it gave up on me.

2006-08-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

grandma. please please be strong. please don't give up. i know your days are numbered but fight on. don't let go. we can't bear to see you leave. fight the sickness. win it and get well.

to 'my wife,' grandma asked about you. i don't know what to answer her. please sms me.

if anything happens. i don't know how im going to get through this. i need you.

2006-08-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

only one word to describe today. BORING.

had tau huey thou. thanks cherlene.

im still having my movie crave. NACHO LIBRE.

driving tomorrow. lunch. nothing.

24 more days to driving test.

2006-08-26T09:37:00.000+08:00

finally manage to catch a movie. watched CLICK with karen yesterday. had starbucks too. yummy. its a really nice show. but i still want to watch nacho libre. any takers?

grandma is slightly better. might visit her later.

i miss the smell of your hair.
i miss the smell of you.
i miss you.