Sunday, January 27, 2008
time check. 0714hrs.
i can't believe im up so early even when im having afternoon shift later. alright. i just couldn't continue sleeping. i had a terrible nightmare that i think might come through. people do say, your dreams do come through so ya.
im suppose to be doing a checklist for my
CNY stuff but im too lazy and too busy. managed to come up with a small mental checklist but i can't seem to remember everything.
CNY clothes.................................
CHECKED.packing my rooom......................
UNCHECKED.buying CNY decos.......................
UNCHECKED.planning timetable for CNY.......
UNCHECKED.other things i can't think of........
UNCHECKED.so my list is short. can't really think of must. i just wokeup and im still typing this on my bed. my minds kinda in a state of confusion and fear right now.
last 2 weeks was hectic hectic hectic. shift, IPPT, course, shift. its very draining. during the advance course, the PT i had last 2 weeks was SO BAD i literally slept at hours i have not been to. after 1st day of my course i actually slept for 12 hours. till the next morning skipping my dinner!! graduation is on 4th FEB where they will formally give us our certificates and also make some annoucement to the teams.
i didn't mean to look into your phone but i just had the weird feeling that i should do it. i chance upon somethings that baffle me. its making me sleepless and worried. i need you to clarify it. im neither angry nor mad at you. i just want to know the whole picture and know whats going on.time check. 0727hrs.
7:13 AM
