Tuesday, August 22, 2006
everyone dreams right?
but have you ever had those that keep coming over and over again every single night that is about something that you really wished that would happen but you know it will never. people says dreams do come true. and sometimes you can ever foresee what is going to happen. but theres dreams that just show the deepest desire of yourself deep inside your heart.
i have been having this repeating dreams. dreams about something i have longed to happen but i know that it will never. it makes me wonder what i should do to try and make it happen and also makes me dejected. i just have not been able to have a good night sleep. lying on the bed for hours tossing and turning. and when i finally manage to sleep. i have this dreams and would just wake up immediately.
i want my dream to happen. i want to make it happen. people around me ain't helping much. i just wish im not longer in this world. gone forever to a place where anything happens. a place where i can look at you without you noticing. protecting you and looking at how you changed and moved on in life. life is just so different after you've left.
i've lost a big part of my life. that part is YOU. im a imcompleted puzzle. theres only 1 last piece to complete me.
i just hope hope hope hope hope.
8:41 AM