Friday, April 02, 2010
haha. hello. testing to see if the damn blog is still alive.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
I hope you still can remember that i have this blog and you still comes and reads it.
Here is only some things i want to say. Theres so much more in me thats waiting.
Theres so much... so much thats bottled up inside me that i can't take it anymore.
Thou there are people whom i can spill my heart to, i still kept some out of respect to you and out of the love that i still carry.
After all these past few weeks of talks and dramas and whatever shits. I guess nothing seemed to have gone right through into you. Seems that after all the talking nothing seems to change or anything.
Im super bothered now is the little episode on FRIDAY night. It really sickens me and really tells me that nothing has changed.
All the stuff about respect and responsibility. WHERE?
The words i said, it wasnt blessing neither was it approval for the both of you. So don't take it that im dead or that i have given up. It ain't that easy.
Im like a bottle stuck at the bottle's neck. And it seems like nothing is coming out at all. I doubt im able to hold on anymore.
Im breaking and im breaking soon.
Don't force me or push me to the edge.
Friday, February 27, 2009
night times are so hard to go by.
everything starts a memory.
its been exactly a week.
and it seems like yesterday.
i can see you're doing very well.
it burns in the chest.
i love you
more than anything in the world.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
all i can say is FUCK.
FOR THOSE WHO HAD A HAND IN IT.
FUCK YOU ALL.
Monday, February 02, 2009
ignore all the photos below. those are all the past. nothing is like the same as before.
i guess your mind is very very set. and someone is supporting you behind you.
im sorry i wasted 2 precious years of your life. and that even not nothing is going to change. your mind and heart is rock solid. cant seem to break into it at all.
im sorry about today. it wasnt what i meant. i just tried to tell myself to put it down.
i cant. im sorry. i will just stand from afar and look at you. but life will never ever be the same. so changed alot of my life. you made it alot better and you made it very very fulfilling. making me look forward to another day with you.
i love you.
all the best to you.
im here if you need me. i will never turn you down.
the last set of photos we took together.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
sorry for not blogging for so long.
heres some photos.
finally got my CANON EOS 450D
here is some testshots from the camera on day 1.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
ive been really thinking...
decisions in the making.